i feel ya, brother.

“What time is it?” Miller asked. “Late.” The word had depth to it. Late. It was late. All the chances to make things right had somehow passed him.

Leviathan Wakes, James S.A. Corey

It’s not that things aren’t right, they’re just so different than I’d planned. I have so many regrets I’ve spent years denying. And yet, so many things I love have come from letting this life happen to me. But I’m old, I’m old, I wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled. I’m never going to accomplish any of the things I thought mattered, because the truth is that I’m running out of time. All of us, running out of time.

And then we don’t leave a ripple as we sink.